Correct me if I'm wrong, but I like to think that you and me are alike in the sense that we love femme fatales. (A girl or women that is sweet on the outside but a strong and capable fighter on the inside.) Thanks for the upload, it's wonderful.
Nope, it's the same with me, I cleaned up for years but I didn't realize why I wasn't enjoying my work as much until i started sketching more than cleaning up. There's a lot more intent and life in a sketch, than in clean up for many artists.